I'm back

Jan. 30th, 2014 01:24 pm
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Edited because I want to do this the right way... Not that I didn't want to before, but trying again!

I would like to play Raphael again if it is okay with everyone involved.
As I mentioned in a comment below, I don't know what of my mental or physical state everyone wants to know or cares about or believes. I do not expect to be welcomed back with open arms. Any questions are welcome. I'm an open book, I just need to know what you want to know.

Regarding things that may influence the game and my ability to post, I have been left to my own and I am able to follow conversation, plotlines and answer questions. I do not have IM. It honestly feels like a year ago that I was last on here and many past memories are very hazy. I "know" they happened but it is only information and I have no way of confirming what it is that I believe I know. How will that influence the game? It won't, because I can read threads and comments, both in-game and out. I have an alert on my phone to let me know I need to check my threads. I never wanted to leave the game, I just didn't want to leave without saying good-bye when I was forced out and that took a lot of begging.

Communication-wise it looks like I'm already off to a bad start (it had to be pointed out to me that I had not previously announced my return). However, I believe that one learns to communicate by well, communicating. It doesn't do me any favors to hold back or soften the blow. I would be lying if I said I wasn't terrified right now but I don't want to run from things that fear me. I am actively working on communicating better, it's just trial-and-error at the moment with a lot of errors but I'm learning. I hope to improve as I continue to respond to posts and comments.

I do have "Am I really ready for this?" moments but I am standing and fighting through the fears.

I know my reliability is in question and I do feel that it is justified. I'd really like to keep playing and I have nothing to give except my word that I never wanted to leave to begin with and want very much to be an active member. I am willing to prove my reliability one post at a time, if you'll let me.

If not, let me know.
(And feel free to let me know if I am still speaking gibberish)

Original post below
I'm just letting everyone know that I am back and able to post again.
Ricky has my new contact information and Raphael's profile has been set up for whenever it is his turn again. I do not currently have IM, but you're welcome to contact me on Raphael's DW account or by replying to anything I've posted.

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